UPU results are out and semua tgh pening-pening kepala nak masuk U sini sana. Ada yang nak masuk ipta, ada yg mmg dah masuk pun , ada yg nk apply private college. I happy nak cont study balik, but then think about it. Different environment, new friends and mcm mcm obstacles kita kena go through in Uni life. My bestfriends kiera dapat uitm segamat, nad uitm segamat, anes..... uitm endau rompin hehehehhe ceh taklah dia dapat kat pahang ape entah nama dia tak ingat. Nasib baik tak dpt kt sarawak sbb course dia sains sukan. I? MMU. Well, atleast I amek course yg I betul betul nak which is Foundation in Management. Thanks Ahmad Faisal for the guidance. Im so sad , Swear :'( Im gonna miss my bed , my room, my mom , my dad, my daniel everything :'( Im gonna miss everything that I had with my friends. Growing up taught me so many things in life that I couldn't buy with bucks. Yes I learn about how hard it is to earn money. I work for my own money and that a lesson. even 1.5k in a month for me is ain't enough. Thats where I learn to save up. Even if its RM1 duit jugak kan? And since I bekerja dan dapat duit sendiri with my own effort and energy, I rasa malu nak pakai duit mama papa. Maybe thats how the feeling will be masa I dah besar nnt kan? Alhamdulillah. Siapa nak ckp I tak reti independent sekarang?
And one of the things yang I fikir kan lately, is about me. Whats gonna happen to me? How am I going to sleep? Mcm mana I dgn afq nanti? Honestly, yes Im such a mommy's princess. Im the only daughter in my family, so mama papa jaga sangat. I mmg lah manja but now I nk independent. Mkay mom and dad?
And whats with afq? Hm dia dapat uitm larkin hehe mmg lah berdekak gila time check kan dia punya tu. Hari hari boleh balik rumah buat routine yg sama mcm skrg kan sayang? Tapi its different cause Im not gonna be here, thats the hardest part Im trying to accept, Im going to be far away from you :'( Its kinda hard cause we're not gonna meet as often as we used to but the only thing that matters, that keeps running in and out of my mind is, are you going to be with all the way through? Will you love me like you do today? Sumpah i takut :'(
Okay stop the negative thinking. Im sorry, I swear Im too scared of losing the most greatest thing that ever happened in my life. :"(
to be continued......
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