HI! uh uhm sorry for not updating for quite a looooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnggg time.
Oh yeah Ive been busy with my work and Im gonna start with my new work which I KNOW Im not gonna like it there. Haih Im still thinking whether I should proceed with that work or terminate it. And basically, life has been messed up and I can say, it is ver UNPREDICTABLE. Strange things begin to happen and thats so fucked up as I dont like it. I feel that same darkness surrounding me. Ive start getting more irratable & withdrawn. Its harder for me to smile & laugh. I thought i had found some peace of mind & happiness, but im constantly feeling guilty about things i cant identify, I just dont feel like connected to the outer world. Im like enjoying my very own life alone. Even mom said ve been acting so cold since Im working. Im sorry, I guess I brought home the tense I had at work. And, theres so many things that turned out the way its not suppose to be which i cannot mentioned here. Remember, if you think you are mature enough, you can think babe. Bare that in mind. Yeah, but then Im glad that I still have a bunch of friends that are always there when I need em. Ofcourse they are busy, but they always be a good listener.Anis Kiera Saiful and a few others , gazzillions of thankyou.
Love ya to bits xxx
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