i miss you

I love form 3 when we met and get attached to each other

We're so much differ in everything

And i thought that i wouldnt have gone this far with you

But i admit it i was wrong

Even though we are going too slow but i love it

I love the way you respect me and did not rush in making decisions

I love the way you talk too me

You know what to do when im down and when i get mad with you

I love the way you make me feel comfortable when im with you

I love the moments when im in your arms, feeling so secure and loved

Although we're going wayyyyyyy to slow for all these.....

But anas told me that you're not used to be in a relationship

So i just keep myself easy and slow then

But then, i hate form 4 when you left me for MJSC Mersing

I was in deep disappointment

You never knw how does it feels like being left
And there were days that you dont feel like sms-ing me

And I was down but I keep it to myself

Deep down inside my heart was so tared up

You were so busy with your thing And you ddnt even bring along yr hp

I cried day and night but nobody knows

I missed you so much but nobody bother

You said that you missed me but my heart said "I dont think he's telling the truth"

You neglected me and I was like "stranded in a dead island"

I have you, as my boyfriend but it feels like I have no one

I have no one to text when I get back frm sch

Theres no more Iloveyou's bfore we go to sleep

Mahn, my life during those days were crazy

I wonder how did I managed to get through all of those

I thought that Im gonna leave you

Luckily I didnt

Because ILOVEYOU

Please yayang, you know Im working

Im trying to be that Miss Independent

You shouldve be proud of me bcause I managed to adapt myself with the new environment

Im sorry if after I work ni we can hardly hangout together

Asal i off day je mmg you ada plan kan? takpe I faham

What else can I do? hm

Im sad, you're so busy with yr PHOTOGRAPHY

You dont mind going here and there just to meet yr friends and then snap snap
But please once again I repeat, dont NEGLECT me

I miss you so much you should've know

You said you missed me too but I can hardly see that
It seems like you are telling white lies

You didnt make any effort to meet me at all

You keep on depending offday I je

Offday i seminggu skali je sayang please lah

occay im gonna say this once again, 

imissyouyayang